Saiah's BlOg- Keep smilling =)

Finally

2010-10-24T10:53:00.002+08:00

POP!!

Finally i made it through the fire fighting course...
it was the toughest time in my life up to now.
Many things happened to me this 3months, in all areas..
Physically, mentally, spiritually and emotionally too
it was a total, scary roller coaster ride..
but...
I've made it through!
and come out of it a better person.

2010-09-21T22:27:00.001+08:00

Because it's what i treasure the most...

I really don't want to...
but i have to....

2010-08-15T18:39:00.003+08:00

Today going back to camp...
Actually going to watch movie with someone,
i look forward for a chance like that, and the movie is nice.
but too bad, in the end, didn't manage to go...
hope that next time there's another chance and things would be better...

anyway the video on top, very nice song.... very nice....
so touching...

2010-08-01T00:23:00.001+08:00

小时候你想要什么
我要一台大大蓝色的飞机
带我环游世界
到地球每一个角落
在蓝天白云中穿梭
而长大以后我想要什么
我要一台小小红色答录机
和你一起录下
喂我们现在不在家
蓝色变成红色因为你
柴米油盐酱醋茶
一点一滴都是幸福在发芽
月儿弯弯爱的傻
有了你什么都不差
小时候你想要什么
我要一台大大蓝色的飞机
带我环游世界
到地球每一个角落
在蓝天白云中穿梭
哦长大以后我想要什么
我要一台小小红色答录机
和你一起录下
喂我们现在不在家
蓝色变成红色因为你
柴米油盐酱醋茶
一点一滴都是幸福在发芽
月儿弯弯爱的傻
有了你什么都不差
给你快乐无论白天黑夜
握紧双手就算刮风下雨
我就是要你
要你待在我身边
保护你直到永远
柴米油盐酱醋茶
一点一滴都是幸福在发芽
月儿弯弯爱的傻
有了你什么都不差
月儿弯弯爱的傻
没有一个理由
活的那么复杂

Very nice and beautiful song
i love it

2010-07-24T04:06:00.000+08:00

Woke up in the middle of the night... painted

2010-06-19T10:15:00.001+08:00

数到五答应我
演唱：曹格

第一次看着你就为你心动
聪明的我怎能让你走
第二次看见你我竟然失控
是我的错请你原谅我
第三次看见你想要告诉你
我真的爱你是真的爱你
第四次看着你我有些要求
请你能够安安静静的聆听
一.让我保护你
二.让我照顾你
三.所有的要求不能当作游戏
四.接受这命运
五.永远不分离
说你愿意
那最后一个一定要说你愿意
Want be your lover want be your man
我只希望给你多一点
我只要你开心多一点
Can you be my lover don”t wanna be your friend
给你幸福每一天
给你幸福到永远

因为我Want be your lover want be your man
说你害怕因为受过伤

不需要害怕因为我不是他

Back from camp

2010-06-12T22:51:00.001+08:00

Back from SCDF Camp....
Thank God actually for this arrangement
because i'm in SCDF, there are some things i can do that others cannot
and it helps me a lot...
i'm able to join Parents' Day =)

but do not worry,
i've already adjusted.
i now just want to do best in my NS days...

I'm also making some very important decisions in this period of time
What to do after NS
Which direction to move towards
To give up or not to give up
carry on or not
Alot of things...Some are quite confusing

So please pray for me =)

2010-06-08T03:33:00.000+08:00

Good bye...
I'm gone, my time is up for National Service.

Please take care....

Fellowship meeting or Impartation?

2010-05-27T00:01:00.003+08:00

This is the revelation from God, through the Holy Spirit, given by the Lord Jesus:

"Where is your heart?" said the Lord.
Should we run after the wisdom?
Should we run after the anointing?
Should we run after the miracle?
Should we run after the blessing?
Should we run after healing?

I ask you:

What good is wisdom without a touch from God?
What good is anointing without a touch from God?
What good is miracles without a touch from God?
What good is blessing without a touch from God?
What good is healing without a touch from God?

What shall we desire?

To serve Him?
To reach out?
To preach?
To praise and to worship?
To pray?

What good is all this without a touch from God?
What good is fellowship without a touch from God?

For the Word has spoken:
"Wisdom calls aloud in the streets,she raised her voice in the public squares.."
But the children of God ignored her, Now
"Hunger and desire stands in the middle of the city, but the children of God ignores him..."

What Good is it if you are the most talented but has no desire for God Himself?
What Good is it if you are the most attractive but has no desire for God Himself?
What Good is it if you are the most anointed but has no desire for God Himself?

"Why do you desire the second when I'm giving you the best?" Says to Lord,
"Why are you Satisfy with this little when I'm giving you more?" Says the Lord,
"Why are you desiring to seek my hands when I'm showing you my heart?" Says the Lord,
"Why do you not eat when you're hungry? Why do you not eat when I'm feeding you?"

"Are you gathering for fellowship with me or with man?" says the Lord,
"Are you longing for my touch or your neighbor's touch?" Says the Lord,

"What is my house to you?" Says the Lord,
"Do you serve me? or the house?" Says the Lord,
"Are you loving me? or the house?" Says the Lord,
"Am I more important? or the house?" Says the Lord,
"Will I be confined with My own words?" Says the Lord.

"Why is My house not expanding?" Says the Lord,
"Are you building My house according to My prints?" Says the Lord,
"Are the upper deck filled with My Spirit?" Says the Lord,
"How can you recieve the My Spirit without first desiring for it?" Says the Lord,
"Is this My house or your House?" Says the Lord.

"I have open the eyes of the babies, i have allow them to see things that you old man don't
I have given visions and dreams to the babies and not to you old man, so that you will be ashamed with your little heart towards me"

2010-05-05T00:22:00.001+08:00

There's so much more i want to say,
so much more i want to do,
But now i can't, i must hold back everything.

Please take care

Jesus, let me focus on you...

2010-05-03T00:13:00.002+08:00

Today took bus number 28
the bus broke down halfway
reminds me of the other trip some time ago
where the bus28 also broke down...

I'm back

2010-05-01T00:49:00.001+08:00

Wow, have been such a long time since i last post

anyway,
1)has been busy with SOT,
finish reading book like 'Faith' and 'Bait of satan'
still got many other things to read... =)
increase knowledge
2)Got second for bible-logy =)
3)Attended many Great speaker session in SOT and in SHC
4)Got a new job
5)Been a good testimony in the workplace
6) Finished MOG CG and recieved very good comments =)

2010-03-31T23:36:00.001+08:00

Not feeling well today..
woke up with fever and coughing...
Had medicine and dozed off....

Thank God, i woke up and was much better...
Justed finish reading a few more chapters on the book,
now preparing to go to bed...

Good night!

replies

2010-03-24T03:28:00.001+08:00

Ben: Yea... great time!

aloy: yes it will be...thanks for believing =) God bless ya too =)

Seraphim: Jia You to you too=)

2010-03-24T03:23:00.003+08:00

Long time since i posted...
wow...
throughout this time,
being blessed so much,
learnt so much,
growth so much,
was encouraged so much,
and am empty so much...
hahaxx....

anyway got up early got to extract some videos,
and i got my hair cut....
see how much hair i cut off....

LOL...very short now...
does not look short, but it's very short....

Day 2

2010-03-02T20:16:00.002+08:00

Today My Day Shall be:
"The Day of Help"
Isaiah 41:10
"Do not fear, for i'm with you,
Do not be dismayed, for I am your God
I will streanghten you and will help you
i will uphold you with my righteous hand."

Day 2 of SOT,
better than the day before...
Today's morning praise, worship, prayer session
had healing, many were set free from physical pain,
Praise the LORD!

Had lunch with Carissa during lunch break,
she showed me where the food court was,
next time i can go there got lunch.
anyway started eating and recieved a call both at 1.21pm,
SOT staff asked me to get back at 1.45pm...
So i stuffed everything into my mouth and rushed back...
it was for a good cause...

This morning i woke up at the desired time although
i forgot to set any alarm... God helped me...
When i was preparing breakfast,
almost cut myself....God helped me
Certain prayers were answered today.... God helped me
I will be praying, and since today is "the day of help"
i'm sure God will answer them according to His will!
Amen!

Re-open

2010-03-01T18:51:00.002+08:00

Re-opened the blog once again
i will re-activate the Facebook account too
In the past, i use these to past time,
play games and other stuff...
but now, i will only use these to spread and share what i've learn
What benifit will i bring if i lid a candle and hid it under a bowl?
why shall i not spread the light so that the whole room benifits from the light that comes from the candle i lid?

Anyway...
Came back from SOT
First day, it was nothing but fantastic!

Woke up and got myself ready at 4am,
was physically very tired,
but after the first praise and worship session,
Lead by Brother Poh,
i never felt so energetic ever before in the morning...
Straight after,
Prayer by Pastor Derek,
taught us about spiritual hunger,
my hunger was being 're-new'
the strength of the Lord has come upon me!

The day started off great and it got better and better
Bible study was so fantastic,
First, i believe and thank God for i know He is watching over me,
after paying for the school fee, i'm finacially very tight
but amazing thing is that this year,
the first bible study book was free,
that means i do not have to buy any BS book at SOT!
Praise the Lord!
Recieved so much from the BS,
Ps Bobby taught us and I've learn so much from him,
not only learned things that are in the book,
but through observation, i've learn how to teach better!

So, physically tired, but it's not the end yet,
Later going to join a outside kind of cell group,
YES! i'm really tired,
but one thing i learn from the spirit today is:
"My decision shall not be made in consideration of my physical state,
I will Choose because i am hungry"